The story of my life... Begins now!

Today, I am afraid to go to sleep. I know the will only make the hours pass faster, far from the one I love, the one I want to kiss, to hug to say hello every morning. But this is what I am. But today we won't talk about her... Today I will make my mind where my life goes... If I get no respect today, I will leave. There will be no reason to stay anymore. I know who I am, I know what I can do and I know that there are not many like me. I also know that there is a time when you have to move on. It's just that I don't want to give up on people that I care about. But if today they prove that they don't care about me, I will walk out. I had a dream and I hoped it will come true. there is no chance the whole of it to become real but I will live my life trying to complete the task that I still can do. I'm not a stranger and I am not alone. There is someone who will one day love me and trust me. I hope at least! What will happen today? God I have to grow up and face the reality; But I don't want to! I should go to sleep, wake up in the morning breath deep and relax. It's time to move, time to conquer, time to become the one I should have been and time to move on!

She deserves it!!!

I love the way you are, the way you smile. You are the one to make it bright. I will do try do do it right even though you know I am a lonely guy. Don't wait for me go live your life, I will do find another heart, to love to smile to beat for once. You are so beautiful you are, you rise and shine when I wake up I see you daily even though you are away I know you know. I smile to you you smile me back but you don't mean it just like that. You want to see to feel it right into your heart to make things right. They are around will see you smile and you will run and cry for none. There are no reason to ignore the feelings that they have become a nature you have always been, a sensitive and gorgeous wow... She is here now... Don't take me wrong but she deserves to have a chance to what you don't, Believe that I will be the one for you!!!