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Ce pot spune despre mine? Nimic nou, nimic interesant pentru voi cele trei persoane care imi cititi blogul... Sau poate 4 dar oricum nu este mare diferenta. In ultima vreme am dat examenul la engleza pe care sper ca il trec. Am fost foarte stresat pentru ca am este important pentru mine. Chiar daca nu am avut probleme niciodata la munca cu limba engleza imi este greu sa cred ca este ok. In fine in ultima vreme nu mai am incredere in mine mai deloc. Sunt foarte stresat dar totul va fi bine. Am fost la Scoala si m-am intalnit, culmea, cu o colega de munca care m-a intrebat daca sunt supervisor... De unde stia ea cand ea nu mai lucra acolo de ceva vreme? In fine eu sunt suparat acum la ora asta pentru ca nu am luat nici un cont de Facebook de la clientii nostrii fideli M&S. Toti au fost extrem de multumiti de mine ba chiar au cerut sa faca poze cu mine pentru ca le-am fost foarte drag(am facut poze dar numai cu doamnele si spun doamne pt ca mai toate erau peste 35-40). Oricum am demonstrat inca odata celor din companie ca sunt cel mai tare sa intorc un grup de 16 persoane dezamagite complet de Managerul general intr-un grup multumit pe deplin si asta nu este prima data. Se cunoaste fostul grup care a trimis o scrisoare catre Hotel prin care mi-au multumit mie si Managerului de restaurant. Imi este dor de mine, si de ceea ce eram odata, acum patru luni. In fine nu mai conteaza a trecut si se pare ca a ramas in urma din punctul ei de vedere. Off... Sa nu uitam cel mai important lucru... Se muta Sanda! Si sunt super fericit!!! Nu pentru ca raman singur in casa si nu o sa ma mai streseze cand vin acasa si nici pentru ca nu ma va mai trezi Brianna in fiecare dimineata. Nu nu... Doar pentru ca va trebui sa... In fine... Bulshit!!! I need to have a good time today! So GOOD NIGHT! What if I am pissed off? No one gives a shit!

Things happen!

I really dunno if I should say it or not, but yeah hell yeah shit happens. I was looking to a girl last night and I couldn't believe she was a whore. A very well paid one. Seeing her how she is playing her role and everything was fun and quite hilarious. That men he was awful but for her he was the best ever. Even if he knew she was lying he was feeling great. That really is, why women are good at something. They lie to you and you can't see their real face. I've always been with a step forward but the last one I forgot to keep my shield on. She dumped me when she realised I loved her too much. I think she was actually afraid to live a real life being a wife a mother and a house woman. Yeah I am rude, I know but I love women. Their way of being, their loose; everything... I read a women as I read a book and she knew that. But from now on let's talk about the future and let's try to forget how dead is my soul now. I hate to say it but I am afraid that if I go home I will show the world what it's mine... If you know what I mean :)) Anyway it was my fault I made the mistake and I will try to fix it. Life is though don't let them know that you like them and that will keep them there. Tell them that you don't give a shit and you will be the king. That's what I will gonna do.
By the way she's blonde, long hair, funny mouth, great lips, 1.70, 54 and yes... she wears no lingerie. Yeah she's a pro....
I want to mention I didn't paid for anything and I will never intend to pay her for anything.
She's lovely for her job but she sucks as a lover. She is a night stand. She can't be bothered about anything else then her job. I've seen her a few times with her clients and she is not as I thought a whore would be. She is clever enough to realise that she needs someone to keep her back safe but she is not that clever to cover her intentions very well. I've tried to understand how she is doing everything and that is what makes me go again at work. I want to understand how a person can do that and why.
Sorry for changing the topic but I was the other night in a club, on my own, YES, and I've seen a weird thing. She comes to you, snappes your butt softly, wants to dance with you, kisses you and ask's you to go home and have sex with you and her boyfriend aswell... WTF??? I mean what's the point? This country is like a whore's barn. All of them are like that even if you are a women you can't deny it. I hate this and this makes me go crazy... I love feminity and I hate whore's. I completely disagree with homosexuality and I like purity. That's why I keep for myself the only beloved drug called 'Reality'. I don't need alcohol to feel great and I don't need drugs to feel like I'm over the moon. I enjoy feeling the pain and I'm pleased with myself when I'm in deep waters.

She's The One

I'm not fucking joking. I'm looking in her eyes every morning and I tell her Good Morning. I keep thinking about her every day, every single moment. She's the only one I love. Maybe because she's The One. When she's speaking with me I feel alive, and everything she says is like a nonsens. I can't hear anything... is like she's trying to tell me something but I can't understand her. She keeps telling me that she never loved me and that I am nobody for her. I keep loving her 'cause she's the one! And she know's that.